Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 1:37 PM
well, thanks for nt callin mi a fucking bitch or watsoeva in ur post. well, u may think dat i deserve all these crap from u, but seriously, i dun think i do. all these realli made me think quite a lot. lik hw u actually chged since the last time we meet. seems lik u've hated mi since long long time ago eh? izzit? bcoz it'll b weird if u juz suddenly chg ur attitude towards mi.. lik 180 degree. if dats the case, y did u act lik u didnt hate mi or wat n we r still bestest friends?
first, u say dat u dun understan my previous post. well, mayb u shld read it a few more times, or mayb someday we shld meet to do some explainin.
second, u say dat u're nt free n ur blog is 24/7. ya..i know ur damn busy in nov, n i cn simply access ur blog anytime. but, wat u say in ur blog is all wat u simply assume. u keep on assumin this n dat. but u didnt ask. rite? u assume dat we are inside our little world n u r an outsider. dats seriosly ur assumption. none of us feel dat way. wenever we meet, its alwaes the 4 of us, unless some1 isnt free. rite? lik dat dae wen we 2 meet, u weren't free. dats wat u said.
third, i do know wat is happenin between u n her. i know dat somehw, u 2 r driftin apart. and yea, even after searchin my conscience, i still dunno wat i did wrong. i know dat it wasnt bcoz of hm, but i didnt expect dat person to b mi. y do u make it sound lik im some mastermind hu is undergoin some plan of mine to bring u two apart? y would i want to see this kind of thing to happen among the 4 of us? u say dat u couldn't b clearer. hw abt statin out wat i did exactly? i awaes tot that the 4 of r bestest frens, n within the grp itself its more u n her, mi n hm. thr r daes wen 4 of us go out 2gether, or u n her onli, but dun hav mi n her onli rite? well, xcept durin projs wen u all cant make it. till nw,its been lik dat. isn't it?
fourth, so u r sayin dat she's neglectin u. but u shld think wat made u think dat way. izzit bcoz u r tokin less to each other? she nvr tok to u, u can tok to her ma. n did she say dat she hates u or claims dat u r a fuckin bitch? no. its u assumin again. n pls lah. this prob between u 2, y muz drag mi into it? u think dat im the 1 hu cause u to to drift apart. but did u wonder if thr r other factors as well? this whole problem is nt me, but u two as well. okay? u say dat i influence her the most. in wat way? wat i do huh? u think i hated u lik hw u r hatin mi nw? u think dat im dat kind of person hu will lik say bad stuff abt u to wx n tell wx to nt befriend u? i didnt ever do anytin lik dat hor. even nw, i can say dat im quite angry wif all this misunderstandin, but i cant say dat i hate u. we r friends, isn't it? or were u regarding mi as ur enemy since long long time ago?
fifth, fine, so thr isnt anytin wrong wif u brain abt this les thing. n come on, im nt a 3 yr old kid. i understan wat a figure of speech is. lols.
sixth, of coz i'll wan us to b bk lik the old times. fine, i agree i can b influential at times, lik wen i go n bleachin arnd n my cousins hu kena influence by mi went to watch bleach as well, or wen i influence hm to watch some shows. how do u think i influence wx? tell her dat u r a freak den tell her to make frens wif mi n heck care u or sumtin lik dat? n hey, u r actually puttin all the blame abt this whole thing on mi. its nt my fault rite? i messed things. haha. i didnt do anytin to ruin any relationships. n u r the one hus causin this prob to get bigger n bigger. im sry if any of my actions cause to think these way, but i reali hav no intention to influence ppl n mess things up, so dun act lik its all my fault, draggin mi into ur problem.
seventh, fine, u say u didnt wanna waste saliva, lols la. u say i will argue bk. well, that is if wat u say dun make sense n isnt true. wouldn't u tok bk wen some1 yuan wang ni?
eighth, okay, i'll try harder to nt leave any1 out. n y dun u try harder to bond together? sometimes it isnt dat we left u out on purpose, but u juz feel dat way n dun do anytin. abt the proj thing, mi n wx almost complete everytin with all our ideas abt the whole thing out le. dats y i tot dat to b more fair n efficient, we can might as well 2 ppl in charge of 1 of the projs. if onli hm n i were free to meet, n we manage to do most of dat proj, den i would hav tot of this too. ya, we did kinda plan to wear class tee together. if all 4 of us were free, it would b all 4 of us meetin 2gether wif our class tees on. den at 1st is onli u nt free n hm cn come, so we 3 can wear class tee. but last minute hm say she cannot make it so juz mi n wx la. wats wrong wif the 2 of us wearin class tee? nt some onli we 2 hav de tee rite?
yupp. no use cryin over spilled milk, but all of us shld try to do sometin to solve this thing dat has been affectin n hurtin all 4 of us rite? u say dat ur character cant b chg so i shld chg. wat crap is dat huh? i dun mind chgin in some ways to try to accomodate u, but shldnt u try to chg in some ways to accomodate us too? pls stop accusin dat im the one hu caused everytin between u 2 to happen la. i wasnt xtra close to any1 or wat. well, if u say xtra close to hm, i dun deny. mayb my character makes u think dat i go arnd influencin ppl to nt befriend u or sometin, but pls get ur facts right, i dun do dat kind of stuff. well, wat i wanna say is this isn't my fault. everyone is at fault. u, too. although i dun think i did anytin wrong xcept to somehw cause u to yuan wang wo. perhaps we shld meet somedae to settle this thing la. yea, rather surprise to see u so civil in dat post. tot u will hav all those fuckin bitch n bullshit crap. lols. since mi n wx nvr post dat kind of hurtful comments to describe a friend even durin some arguement, its good dat u don't too....
