Sunday, November 30, 2008 @ 12:11 PM
i'm really, really, happy that it seems like this problem can be solved soon, and that hopefully all those misunderstandings and stuff can be resolved. well, it's not that you said that i have no brains and is an idiot, but that post really make things sound like i'm simply dumb. lols. about the fucking bitch problem, seem like you still don't understand what i meant, or maybe i didn't phrase it well enough and it isn't clear. i meant that since me n weixuan didn't scold u that in our posts, you shld nt scold us that in your post. something like that. well, this is over right? no more fucking bitches, pls. okay, i admit... im the stupid one and you are the cleverer one. well, thats a fact, so i have no choice but to accept. >.< that phrase you said, "they were real" ... thats really something i fel glad about... you three are also the closest friends i've had in my life. well, maybe plus some primary school friends last time. yupps, i really want to hear that from you, that u didn't hate me from the start, and you don't hate me now. but honestly, i want to tell you from my heart that i didn't purposely make you feel neglected, or make you feel left out. i just didn't realise that. so now i know, that i should be more concious of my actions, so that no one will feel left out because of me...if anything like this happen in the future, say it out okay? so that i can realise what i've done wrong and change. still, i'm not saying that this whole problem is entirely my fault. everyone have a responsibility that things became like that. right? you are still my friend, and u still think that i'm a friend to you, so we still can make it up and be great friends again. soon. yea, that doodling thing make me feel quite glad.. cause my name is there... u say that i can do what i want to you right? well, i do hope that all of us can meet someday to settle this and i hope that you can tell me everything, saying it straight from your heart, what i've done. i don't know if you'll agree, but i think that all of us should apologise to each other too. you know, people apologise to each other when making up. hahas. it's going to be a new start for us. it will be, right? then in the future, don't keep everything in you heart, cause that will do you no good. well, my english isn't very good, but there's not much of short forms in this post. hope it makes someone happy. friendsforever.
